Hospital - still a depressing place to be!

I have just came back from visiting Pak Nawar, my sister-in-law's father-in-law. It was a dreadful experience to me.



My husband and I came from the front entrance of the Hospital Sultanah Aminah. Pak Nawar is located at Block Dahlia, the block at the back of the old hospital in red. The route leading to back was closed so we settled to one of car park in front and walk through to the back.



As we passed the old block and walked towards Block A and B, my heart felt heavier and became more strifling. The thought of passing Block C and to the memories that would come flooding back to the last place where I met mak was troubling me. Ya Allah! How I dread being here and be reminded like this.



Just a few meters away from Block C, Pak Su stood up acknowledging our visit. Mak Su was there as well as Nabil and Arina and a few of Pak Su's siblings. After a few exchanges, we headed towards Block Dahlia to the topmost level. As we rode the lift, I told Mak Su that it was stressful for me to be in this hospital.



Pak Nawar is placed in the High Dependency Unit (HDU) ward. Again, I was reminded of mak. She was supposed to be placed at the HDU ward after she was transferred from Johor Specialist. When it came to my turn to see Pak Nawar, we entered the room and there Pak Nawar was hooked on a ventilator with bruised arms which I just assumed to be the case of the nurses couldn't find his vein to start a line.



All in all, it was a stressful visit. Hospital is still a depressing place to be whether just for a quick visit and even worst if you have to be hospitalised. So, let's be mindful to live a healthy life and pray for our continued good health.

Doa mohon kesihatan tubuh badan

Ya Allah kurniakanlah kesihatan pada tubuh badan hamba, Ya Allah kurniakanlah kesihatan pada pendengaran hamba, Ya Allah kurniakanlah kesihatan pada penglihatan hamba, Ya Allah hamba berlindung kepadaMu dari kesengsaraan azab kubur, tiada Tuhan melainkan Engkau.

Amin Ya Rabbal Al Amin.